Wow, I read this thing a lot, but I often forget to post. A lot has changed since I last posted. Ive been dumped twice, been forced to take time off of college (being poor sucks), and Ive taken another retail job. Life basically sucks.
On a positive note, at my one job, I have a coworker who I think is interested in me (apparently to the point where other coworkers have already thought we were in some sort of relationship, as I found out today.) He's very intellegent, cute, (nice butt. haha) funny, and sweet. Everything Ive always wanted in a guy. The only roadblock is that he's 15 years older than I am. I dont think the age difference really bothers me. Historically women mary men that are older all the time. It may be the hangup he has though since hes been reluctant to do anything about our attraction. But the weird thing is, he isnt shy about showing his affection for me in public.
For example, I was sitting in the breakroom one day, talking to my mom before my shift started while she was on lunch. (Yes, I work with my mother) He walked up behind where I was sitting (opposite my mom) and started runing his fingertips over my shoulder blades for 5 min. Mom was like O.O
Today we were holding a conversation when one of the register operators interrupted to ask me a question. I know I gave her a bit of a glare, but I didnt understand why she suddenly shut up and walked away. When I looked over at him, I knew why. The glare he was giving her was positivly deadly.
Its things like that all the time. Im begining to think I should just jump him. Haha.
Well, thats about all I have right now. OH! Orihime/Ulquiorra is canon! Woo! Go read Misora's journal for more on that.
Thu, Sep. 25th, 2008, 04:44 pm
If you are on my list, i want you to do this for me! I will do the samefor you if you post the blank one on your journal! ;-)
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favorite and least favorite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Thu, May. 1st, 2008, 10:15 pm
Just for the record: if it takes 2 people to clean a car 2 and a half + hours, you are IDIOTS. Gah! Really, I just wanted to see my boyfriend. I even skipped a class today cause I was gonna see him, but no, when I got out of my exam, he was with his friends. I didnt say anything because his one friend's wife is about to give birth, and I really could have since he has been hanging with this friend since LAST NIGHT. But I didnt, and now Ive been waiting for him since like 8. and its now 1018, and they are still cleaning?! I dont think so, and to tell the truth, I am not happy at all. I SKIPPED A CLASS. MY HARDEST at that. this is not healthy for the relationship since its so new, and I am going to make sure that he knows it.
He gets no fun time tonight. >.
... even though I never started it.28
Mon, Feb. 18th, 2008, 12:01 am
what a weekend
Well, I know that it has been a while since I have posted. Im going to try and be a little better about that, but I make no promises.
The state qualifier of debate was this weekend. I am MORE than ticked that my girls hit the three highest ranked teams there in prelims. They should have been in semi-finals, not the other girl team that made it, but I guess thats just how it goes. Still, it would have been cool to judge in Vegas. Maybe I can find a team that needs a female judge...
Its been a while since I've been able to hang out with the judges from my school. I miss them a lot. Dad took us out to dinner after the torney, so at least I got some quality time there. I have some great stories from them, but I will post them when I have more time.
In other news, I may be developing a new crush, but like usual, Im probably aiming too high. Still, something keeps me hopeful, and I guess thats a good sign after all that has happened to me in the romance fight. Please, cross your fingers here! :-)
Mon, Nov. 5th, 2007, 10:52 am
To those of you who said I would find somone when got to college: F YOU! Serriously, all the guys here are nothing more than a bunch of self absorbed pricks wth the mentality of a 4
year old. IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SURROUNDED BY IDIOTS!
would treat me like an equal
would show he cared
Serriously, why is that so hard to find?
Sat, Aug. 18th, 2007, 09:59 pm
Well, it has been a while since I've posted last, but I thought I would update all of you on the current state of Jess land. I start college in a month now. Weird to think, esp. since I am starting at age 21, but I figure better late then never. Lately, its been nothing but errands before I start. I changed banks, bought a bunch of stuff for the room, and got a sweet new phone. this is where my amazement starts.
When I got my phone through verizon, I got the premium plan that gives me unlimited texting, v-cast, and all that. If you know anything about verizon, you know all of their pre programmed ringtones suck. Thus I decided I needed a new one. I was browsing through the ringtones that you can select, and to my shock, I found the (end) theme to Invader Zim. Thats right. Verizon is cool enough to have an Invader Zim ringtone and ringback tone.
Exceedingly happy, I downloaded them both and made them my primary rings. Then I stopped and realized how long it had been since I watched the series. I skipped gleefully to my room and got out my discs and played through my favorite episodes ( as a side note, there was GREAT HORROR when I found that my copy skips through "Dark Harvest." Its hard to gain enjoyment at the thought of an alien harvesting the organs of children when it is slowly jumping pannels. That said, if anyone wants to know what to get me for my birthday, please buy me a new copy of the series. Its only $18 for the whole thing, which makes me kinda sick since I paid $25 a volume for it and $40 for the collectors box. )
ANYWAY, after I had accomplished that, I moved on to my JTHM book, my Lenore books, and my issues of Shutterbox, all of which were completed by talented memembers of the once "Zim" crew. (Creator Jhonen Vasquez, Writer Roman Dirge, and voice of G.I.R./colorist(s) team Rosearik Rikki Simons and wife Tavisha, respectivly.)
Its amazing when you sit and think the impact these (and other members of the cast and crew, such as Kevin Manthei, Rodger Bumpass, Eric Trueheart, Andy Berman,and Melissa Fahn, Just to name a few) have had on some more main stream entertainment.
Take a minute, and say thanks to your own favorite Zim member, or "zimmer" (please, no one sue me) in your own way. Buy that new poster of Jhonen's, read some of the few Lenore strips of Roman's online, or listen to some of Melissa's Tachikoma jabber from "Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex."
Thanks to all of you for the countless hours of entertainment you have provided me.
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Honestly, who couldnt have guessed this?
Wow, it has been a long time since I posted here! I have exciting news for once though!
I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED TO OSU! (Mansfield campus tostart, but hey, I will transfer to the main first chance I get!) Im so majorly excited! I have so much to do between then and now. lol. Let the hyperventaliation begin... fortunatly, I have friends who have been through all of this and will guide me. YAY!